there was a message on my voicemail today! it said, "this is your gramma. your check is in the mail." the check is from the sale of my mommas house! i miss her so much lately and now i have this HUGE amount of money and i have no idea what to do with it! ive figured in the bills i have to pay and my rent for the rest of my lease and some car repairs and all i can manage to spend is 4000 dollars! i feel icky about this and i feel like buying some crap! this is weird! poor is easy! ill probably do something terribly mature with this money but i wont like it! and no you cant have any!